Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Steven chong said "Enter a industry that makes u the rainmaker and nothing else....."
Noted*
finishing it off; 9:48:00 PM
Friday, March 30, 2007
honestly, i think my dad makes me a very unhappy daughter.
We cant seem to communicate properly for nuts..not because im unwilling to talk but because he's a fcukg stubborn cow who only wants pple to follow his views and not the other way round.
i feel so damn suffocated. like nothing i do seems right enough for him or for anyone else.
why make me lead a life thats not meant for myself but for him?
maybe if he could just listen hard to what im saying..he will know how miserable he is making me. (Though he claims that im the one making him miserable. WTFFFFFF!)
dun make me lose my respect for u pls.
i want to lead a life that ive always wanted...and not a life that u want for me.
finishing it off; 12:10:00 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
sometimes i wonder if im just naive or what i see is true to my eyes.
shd i trust all that appear in front of me based on my gut instinct or listen to others who say that "NV TRUST EVERYTHING/ANYBODY!"
i duno...
sometimes i wish that i can just trust and give my entire heart to the person that i assume is trustable.
just what am i talking about?
sigh...
im learning to love not just myself but everyone arnd me. i really am trying..but i forgot that i cant please everyone. Or rather, when i put in the extra amt of effort..its taken for granted. HA! im trying very hard to be there for u but if ur gona build a barrier between the both of us..there's really ntg much that i can do for u as much as i really want to..
so pls..let me be there by your side and we'll go through it tog..
finishing it off; 10:31:00 PM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
happy valentine's day=)
lunch in sch w a few of my best buds!
finishing it off; 11:32:00 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
Sometimes i wonder if ask/hope for too much.
As ridiculous as it may sound, i act hate to compromise my wants and stay rational. Seriously i hate it..
im feelg kinda suffocated right now. Maybe its cos i suffocated myself with a single thought which somehow linked itself up with many others and all just simply got tangled up together. Best part is, I cant seem to get myself out of it.
aint it just perfect?
its like an inner struggle within myself that says "u shd be doing this this & this" vs "i want this this and that!" and many other funny comments tt're running wild in my lil head.
i cant seem to think straight and stay focus anymore. Come to think about it, was i even focus before? ha
i wish i can just ring up someone and pour out all my thoughts but........i duno who to call.
Its not that my friends wont be there to listen to me rant but it has reached a pt where i duno where to start and i dun wana explain my own thoughts to others anymore. Am i crazy or smtg? Probably.
The anothe thing which i hate to do most is to EXPLAIN MYSELF TO OTHERS. Be it a statement that i just passed or any of my lil actions. I totally dread explaining myself to such an extent that even when the boy misunderstood my intentions, i'll just leave him being angry and i'll still refuse to explain whats happening until he digs it out of me. hah. i know im like damn annoying and creates alot of unnecessary conflict, but its just me
nowmaybe i shd start reflectg upon myself
AGAIN.(Fabulous, more thoughts are on its way.)
pardon me, its just a random post.
im prob not the same girl u knew.
finishing it off; 9:27:00 PM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Once a St nick's girl, ALWAYS a St nick's girl.
Whenever a SN girl meets another after graduatg frm sch for many years, they'll just "click" INSTANTLY as though they've been uber good friends for a very long time.
No boundaries or any i-dun-think-i-know-u-v-well kinda feeling but just reminicing on the past and having a really wonderful time tog.
Thats what i experienced ytd when i just happened to be working with Chao Ru at the ACM. It was great...really!
Maybe thats what i wld call a St nicks "identity" hidden somewhere in our hearts. =)
finishing it off; 10:10:00 PM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
NYE 2006 =)
finishing it off; 1:11:00 PM
HONGKONG DISNEY LAND
finishing it off; 1:10:00 PM
